Black Diamonds

A rare precious jewel you are
Been here from the beginning of time form a land far
color so beautiful that it strikes everyone
people all over the world would come
To take the precious jewels for their own
Until one day, It's all over the world
This jewel is cherish by so many
Rough spots for not being cared for by plenty
No matter what it always shines
Everyday I look black diamonds get better with time
Sometimes it gets overlooked because of white diamonds
Get thrown down and looked like solitary confinement
But is reliable and strong
Durable and shines for so long
Always be there precious jewels
Those days people says it's worth is nothing like fake gold a fool
It can be cracked, but never going to break
Not everyone can have this black diamond
Because not many not know it's worth
The one's that will have the best look
God knows that black diamonds are so unique
He took time to make the 1st
I thank god for 4 black diamonds, I'm going for my 5th
No matter what happens, They shine through it all, Black Diamonds.

The Mathematics of Love

I was less the man before you
Once I got with you addition to me you are
The other half I need in my life
The absolute value of what it is I want in a wife
Thank you for showing me what love is equal to
Your smile takes my heart away
I subtract my thoughts when I look into your eyes
Maybe because you touch my soul
Subtract all the stress in my life
Only have minor arguments
The heaven we move when you divide and I add
But that's a small percentage of what our love is
It's exciting when I got to know you
The love we have is like the Mississippi river
It flows and my love for you is to infinity
I want me and you to put our names into parenthesis
The power of our love will hopefully create beautiful kids
With you there's no such thing as maximum value
It keeps on going and never stop until the end of time
Without you I'm half the man I was
I see what people mean what life's worth living for
To be united as 1
Even though we have 2 hearts
This is what god gave me from above
The love of you which gave me the Mathematics of Love

My Philosophy

Socrates I am not
So my flow is original and can't be bought
Poetic like pac
But I cross my t's and lower case I's with a big dot
Meaning I'm different from any writer
Because my spirit and toughness is why I keep the fight
Love like there's no tomorrow
Crawl before I walked meaning having a leader and I shall follow
He's the only I do because he brought for this long
Like I'm smoking and his praise is my High
Switch up all the time like the great one's do
Can't always walk to my dreams so instead I flew
Bring the thunder every time someone rain on my parade
Always rising when it looks like I'm falling
Find new ways of winning when I'm not balling
From Miami so always bringing the heat
Barbara sacrificed for me so I'm going to achieve new feat
Never wanted to be like them
Because God made a great image in me
Skills of baller
Mind of a great thinker
Two dangerous things I need to take on the world
Kind with a heart of gold
Mess with my people and you going to fold
New school philosopher with an old soul
Born in the right time to reach those who got goals
To reach for the stars and take the universe
Meaning start small and achieve dreams, then help others do the same
Always going to learn and reach newer heights and remember history
That's why I always have my own philosophy

All This Love

The relative of success

The things we do can put us in this mess

Some can handle it and fold under it

Can get into trouble if we're not careful

But some love it and is daring

Make people look funny because of what they hear

Can bring out the worst fear

Make it feel like everyone have on robs and gavels

Only 1 person can judge and he is in the sky with his angels

Lead people through it

Can crush your spirit

Builds character and experience

Good or bad should bring the best out you

Courage is what brought out of it for our people

Makes it great to prove people wrong

Jesus went through it so our sins can be washed away

Can influence or turn people awa by what you say

A great person I am because of it

Through different situations

Have a strong will and good faith

And you can get through any adversity

Adversity

The relative of success

The things we do can put us in this mess

Some can handle it and fold under it

Can get into trouble if we're not careful

But some love it and is daring

Make people look funny because of what they hear

Can bring out the worst fear

Make it feel like everyone have on robs and gavels

Only 1 person can judge and he is in the sky with his angels

Lead people through it

Can crush your spirit

Builds character and experience

Good or bad should bring the best out you

Courage is what brought out of it for our people

Makes it great to prove people wrong

Jesus went through it so our sins can be washed away

Can influence or turn people awa by what you say

A great person I am because of it

Through different situations

Have a strong will and good faith

And you can get through any adversity

Life

God created it for everyone

Brought 2 colors together to make another one

Precious like a jewel

Can't waste it because you only get one of them

Mother died 6 months after her son

Can take it from a child because of ignorance

Don't know where it will lead us

Grab it by the hands

People don't think until it's to late

Take it from a person through violence, words, and faith

Some live it through their children being their pride and joy

Not such thing as a perfect life

Paint on a canvas of how it's supposed to be

The paint can change but the art is still there

Have angels in people to get you to get to your life's destiny

Can't live it without God whether poor or wealthy

Sick or healthy

Change your prospective seeing youth going down the wrong path

Want go see beautiful places and the lives of others

Blink it'll go right by you

Some can't live it because they're in a cell for it

Some family, parents are not in it for different reasons

Some don't want to live it without their Soul mate

That's why they Don't live it that long after their spouse dies

Wise people tell the youth to appreciate it and those who means the most you

Sometimes it's a beautiful struggle

Believe in HIM and you'll walk to heaven's gate with eternal life

Some play it safe in it

Some take to many risks in it

Until God Pick his rose out his garden of it and calls that person's home

I Only got 1 so I'm going to live life

Persuasion Magnetism

As I enter into the land of Colloquy

I feast for your ovulation

While you look for my sensation

Back and forth we go with many positions

Feeling every moment of this intense occasion

The goal is to keep making it better and better

Make you come down and water flow

Feeding it so good because you make it hallow

Make me come back for more

Make me dive deeper

Because every moment is great

For hours we can do this and never be bored

Other people can't get you like this because you'll snore

Blessed that can feed my appetite

So every-time we do it it's always a hell of a fight

It takes me for a wild ride every time

Feel like heaven and finally seeing the light

It's good to have that partner than bring the same

Elevate it as well so you know it's not a game

Psychological in a sense

Glorious for the encounters every time

That's why it's great Persuasion Magnetism

Lost Art

Life is like art that we can't see

The Brush, canvas and colors are already there

In many ways we have lost art

Meeting people that have good intentions from the start

Now people have bad intention, using individuals for the wrong reasons

Find a woman you meet just to know her as a person

Today every one of the swear you trying to talk to them just speaking

Talk to peers if we have problems

Pulling out a gun to kill them because of something stupid

Artists like 2pac, Marvin Gaye, James, Michael Jackson songs and words have meaning

We now replace it with Lil Wayne, Waka Flocka, Travis porter who's songs have demeaming to them

Marriage be sacred thing through the eyes of our savior

Not now because people want to marry for everything but the one thing they need. LOVE

Just have conversations about life, history, sports, relationships

Now this talk about sex, and bring nothing to the table that uplifts our people

Love the color of our skin, history for freedom, and the struggle

Battle between light skin and dark skin, forget the history of the struggle

Hold the doors, love and honor, respect, and love them for their minds

Beating them, use them as sex objects, disrespect them and only want them for their bodies

Follow the dreams you set out, stand out

Follow the things on TV to make a quick buck, follow cliques

Appreciate where we come from build our community

Forget where we come from, sell drugs, and kill our community

Use to listen to the wise elders that spoke things we need to hear today

Now let the words go out one ear think we know the world today

Stand by your man, and build your sisters up

Cheat on him use your body to get what you want instead of your mind hate on females over petty stuff

Bring a new generation in this life to take of you, give them morals and values, discipline

Today they don't beat them when in the wrong, hurt their parents, forget everything taught

This art is missing but in some raised in all can be passed on

But since it's so rare in this day and age

The paint, canvas, and brush is there

In this time the future

Is going to be a bad painting

If we don't find the lost art

Mirror Mirror

Mirror Mirror on the wall

Why do I not feel comfortable in my skin

Why do I have a coke bottle body like other women

My hips are nice

But why don't I have nothing on top

I want a flat stomach like the one's on TV

What does he see in her that he don't see in me?

Why don't I feel pretty when a guy tells me that?

Beauty is in the eyes of the beholder

So why when I look in the mirror I don't feel it?

I want to look like Beyonce or Kim Kardsahian

why he always look in the girls in the videos like their goddesses

But look at me and say I'm beautiful but don't have the same passion

Why is it so hard for me to be secure when I look into the mirror

Mirror Mirror tell me why?

Mirror:

It's what on the inside should you feel comfortable about

You don't have a coke bottle because it's not meant for you

I made everybody different because you and other women are special being in different ways

He sees his object off affection when her see her, when a man looks at you sees a woman, wife, provider, independent

When I made you it was for you to be the beholder

You feel it when you're confident, beloved, and in your heart

Don't look like everybody else but as yourself

A man see a piece of meat, when he see you he have a full course meal

He see the world in you because you're so precious

I told you just believe in you and you'll have everything and more

Free Writing

Blessed beyond measures

Let the world know my pain and pleasures

Want to reach for the stars

But society want us black people behind bars

How can we overcome when have we greed, hate and envy in our hearts

Instead of helping the black community we're being apart

Inspire those around us to be yourself

Realize there's people who want to help

Don't have to resort to selling drugs, robbing to make it

It starts with faith and an ideal

Your passion, dedication and motivation can take you

Beyond new heights you never thought

Black men keep breaking statistics

Black women break down doors by being independent and taking risks

Let's make a difference in this world

Believe that there is hope

You might have some heartache, pain and everything else

But stay sane let the aura he's blessed you with shine

Stop following everybody else you have a unique mind

Something that's great and not hard to find

With the way the world is it can be cold

Everything that glitters isn't gold

Stay humble don't take nothing for granted

Love life it's so precious

The Black Man "The Untold Story"

A Black Man was raised and born different

Our struggle began so long ago

Society try to keep us down the hole

We break it like shackles on chains

To black women we're kings and then ain't nothing

Either we got the streets or the books

We turn to the books and excel

We're not enough hood enough to be with

But wonder where the real men at?

Or sell out because we want a better life for our families

We turn to the streets to make money or provide for families

But we're killing our race but don't know the reason why we're doing it

What about those Men who raise their kids like a Man should

Without a woman there because of many reasons, they just get "Oh we're supposed to do that"

Statistics we're rising when it comes to graduating for college

Keep pushing my brothers because we're making an impact if no one even takes the notice

Lead these young kids to reach for the stars

Instead of hitting the streets and behind bars

All we hear is we're all dogs

But they never take the time to know the Black man for who he is, just look at those little boys with cars and money

But when we're successful and don't give them the time of day we're funny?

Let's stop hating the next man because of achievements

Let's go get them

Treat our women right

Because those ignorant one's are hurting them

Later on in life they see the light

The one's that works 2 jobs and get taken for granted

The story is untold because people don't take the time to read

It's different things I didn't cover

I just hope I just gave you a second to glance at the book

Separate Myself

Ever since birth I've always separated myself
By the way I walked, talked, and asked for help
When people go left I go right
When they like one thing I like another
When everyone says swag I say I got IT
When everyone stay simple minded. I think outside the box
When they wayne, I like eminem
Not to say I don't like things. I just separate for them
These days from music to television
People are brainwashed. That's why I always envision
While people like Mj
I like magic
While people have many ladies
I separate myself to find that 1
that makes life worth living
I separate myself to push myself further
Like my mother and brother told me. Go farther
I wish that other people do the same
Because if we don't how will we change the game?
The game is life and enjoying different things
When people listen to rap in the morning, I listen to the birds sing.
There's only 2 things that we never can separate
Death, and time we all can't separate
So until those catch up me I'm always separating myself
If I be different people would notice me more.
So why keep the same people in your life that'll do you harm?
Be yourself and separate yourself from the pack

Your World

Now I 'm done for the semester I'm ready to write hope you like this.Inspired by the song Drop the world by lil wayne feat eminem and Kid Cudi- My World

Back against the wall
Either I rise or fall
The phoenix is coming out me
Through my eyes you're seeing the fire
What I want in this life is all my desires
I can't be tired because you look for it
Like you see a crack in my heart and you want to stab it
Weakness I will never show for the sake of my family
The world is mine and all I want to achieve
Like MJ, Obama, MLK, stevie Wonder, pioneers of my race all I got to do is believe
Follow me if you want I'll train you to be a leader
Not for my dreams but for your own
In my life I've experienced hate, and love from different aspects
But it made me who I am today without it I'm lifeless
People take my kindness for weakness
It just shows that I'm fearless
God put people in my life to show me what I want
Others a well for the things I don't want
He's controls the earth and everything in it
But for everything through my eyes I control it
Like a play and I'm the director
For my real brothers and sisters working hard in this cold world
You'll get everything and achieve better than history books we read
Just believe in god and your abilities and you'll see
Through everything you can your world and everything in it

Love

Something that's unconditional
Something that is seen to many as fictional
It's the greatest feeling of the world
The most deadliest thing as well
From siblings to spouses
We all have it no matter what
It make your heart blossom like a flower
Or make it turn cold and make you not feel for another
No matter how strong you think you are
Without it in lie you can't go far
Whether it's for a sports team you like or hate
that passion is always their as well
Everything we do in this life is for it
Shapes in many things like sport, craft, game, person, religions
Sacrifices in life for people can change your decisions
It can also make you blind
To things that are bad for you but it can cloud your mind
The beauty of it is never questioned
That's why when god take someone we love it's for a reason
It's the best feeling in the world when people show it
Because it shows people that someone appreciates you
We take it for granted sometimes
For that sin it can be taken away from you within a second
We all show it through many ways
Smiles, frowns, being nice or mean
It can be tough and push people to greatness
Or make them fall
People wish their entire life to find someone that'll do the same
for who they are and not push to be anything their not
No matter what it is I know that it was sent from above
God, family, friends, spouses, parents, sports, religion, music, everything in this life is all about love.

Pressure

First One Of the New Year

Things we go through everyday
To compete with your peers so you won't be topic of he say she say
What a woman go through to keep her man
What a good guy go through to not be like her ex
What society puts an individual to lose his mind
Whether what decision in life you have to face it's always there
To keep or find a job to keep your family sheltered
To pick the right college that keep your family in your grace
What keeps me going to take care of my family in the future
Some things people do in order to stay in the inner popularity
This can put kids to head down the wrong path
If they can't handle it makes them wish they were dead
Makes you stressed and smoke or drink
Can do the opposite and make a person push harder than ever
Can help or hurt because you have people looking at you
See how it push family members to end their lives
If not ready to handle can hurt whether than help
Push athletes further to achieve greater things than their Idols
sometimes this life make pressure and you forget to be yourself
Can push you to drive to do drugs
Make you make a mistake because everyone's doing it
Do something to fit in and be cool
Pressure puts everyone in different situations
Makes you stressed more than you should be
It can build or destroy your self esteem
I should know it drove me to write because nobody would take the time to listen
Pressure can make you push people you really love away
Make you choose the wrong person for you because your friends have significant others
Always remember it's pressure in everything in this life
But if you take the time to handle it the right way
The only person in this life will be you to have the final Say

I'm scared

Writing this because nobody hears me. Hopefully Y'all hear me. If not, then what more can I do.

Everyday I'm scared of many things
I'm scared of falling in love with you
I'm scared of not trying my best
Scared of being different
Why do I feel these things about myself?
I'm scared of letting people knowing me
I'm scared to speak my mind
I'm scared to ask that person out
I’m scared you just use me for my body and not what’s in my heart
Why can’t I ever get help in this life?
I’m scared that things will never go right
I'm scared to fail
I'm scared to let my family down because I'm the last hope
I'm scared to tell him I'm pregnant
I'm scared to leave because what might happen to me
Walking alone why does doubt and fear comes over me
I'm scared to get an abortion
I'm scared to pray to god
I'm scared I might to hell for my sins
I'm scared to leave the nest
I'm scared to live in the present
My mind is so locked because people tell me what I am
Scared of what tomorrow might bring
Scared to live in the moment
I'm scared to go to the doctor
I’m Scared of dying
I'm scared because of the consequences of my actions
I'm scared for the future for my Kids
Turn me being scared into motivation to fly or else I’ll never know
I’m scared for our generation
I’m scared of being discriminated because of the color of my skin
I'm scared for my country
I'm scared to go to war
I'm scared because of my fear
I'm scared of everything
But God and Motivation breaks anything I'm scared of.

Lost Beauty

This note is a special one for that somebody. Is it you?

Our connection is never matched
Like god is the artist and made us a perfect match
I never could tell you how I feel about you
Some way in a universe you already knew
Gorgeous you are very intelligent
So why I never had you?
Even though you were the apple of my eye
you had someone else and all I can do is sigh
Maybe just being me and sweet is what you need
But you just choose the opposite and overlook me
Your beauty was always found when I look into your eyes
But it's been lost because we never kept in touch
If destiny is ever meant to be. I'll find you again
All time can do is make our lessons we learned even better
Who knows the answer but our maker
Always remember when we first met
Hold it dear to my heart because you're very special
The happiest times I have will always be with you
There's always an empty void I have because of the what if's
I feel like it's going to turn around
We finally connect back to where we once were
I wake up because it's all a dream
Every night it's you I see
When I wake up is just the night I'm seeing
I have to capture your heat because you're s special to me
Now I know why your a lost beauty

Lost Beauty

Chinky Eyes

When you look at his chinky eyes what do you see?
Do you see a brother who's making positive moves to set his people free
Or you see a criminal waiting for society to push him over the edge
When you see his eyes do you see fire
Rage and passion that he carries within to motivate people with desire
Iguess when you look in his eyes you see mysterious
Because he walks with confidence but doesn't talk a lot
A person that thinks a lot and isn't controlled by people like a robot
A person that gets overlooked
But when he speak have people shooked
I know what it is when you look into his chinky eyes
You think he's weird because he's a gentlemen and does nice things to your surprise
He's selfless and you want to take advantage of him
You want to use everything and break him down.
A chance that's very slim
This is what I see when I see his chinky eyes
I see a person who's ambitious to do great things
When he wanted to fit in he stand out so much that he follow his own path
Like a mathematician he subtracts followers and add leaders.
Even when things turn out bad
Through his eyes you never see him sad
People say you can tell a lot through a person's eyes
I see him always keeping his eyes on the prize
The kind of eyes that stops people and they get hypnotized
You'll never see him show panic
Through his eyes he sees his destiny
Nobody takes the time to look into his eyes
But when they do they say "I've never noticed before but you have chinky eyes" How do I know this person with these chinky eyes?
Because I'm the person with those chinky eyes

Flaws

A thing that makes me want to improve
Something we all work on to make our strengths
Flaws are supposed to be visible to all
Criticism of them all by people may make us want to fall
Whether it's attitude, trust,love or something else
Like a ghost it haunt us everyday
We don't want to show them
So we try so hard to be perfect so no one won't pick them out
Our flaws make it hard for us to be confident
I should know because my biggest flaw is taking help
So what do I do? I try to make another feel bad
Flaws can turn good friends into enemies
In which we use their flaws to our advantage to hurt them
Instead of us helping each other as a race
We stab each other in the back to get to where we need to go
I understand why we have flaws
Because we're not designed to be perfect
In order for us to be flawless we have to walk through the pearly gates an ask god why
Some people's flaws could be friendship
A bond that is close could be flawed by one's intentions
For this 1 in a way I lost myself and a friend and I'm sorry
These days flaws comes in all categories
Will we all take the time to get help for them by people who have strengths?
Or will our pride keep them weaknesses
How can we help those in need if we can't how that we're human and we got flaws?
What we see on TV, on campus is not people that are flawless
We see people hide behind something and they think they're flawless
The past can be a HUGE flaw in all of us
Let someone or some thing keep us stuck their
We all have to let go of that flaw because god put us through that because we're strong
Faith can be a flaw
People lose faith when things go bad because most of us do try to live right
Keep your faith in god because believe me it'll pay off in the long run
Truth is a major flaw in all of us
We hear one thing and say another
why as of people we never go to the person we have a problem with and talk it out like adults?
It may not be now, but it will be soon
Taking advice, trust, is some of my biggest flaws that I got
Everyday I'M TRYING so hard to work on them
One day I'll get there if I keep working on it
The question is will you work on your flaws, or will you let it be your downfall?